crybaby???

actually I have to go Carnival SimplySiti today...

BUT!

I'm toooooo scared to go....

why???

because...

PERHIMPUNAN BERSIH...

that rally was made on the same day...

i hate it!

yesterday I was thinking whether i should go or not...

I sooooo afraid about 'bersih'

then I cried...

because I don't know what I should do...

so..

I called my mom

and asked her opinion...

she said that she also don't know what to do...

so she gave phone to my dad...

dad said I don't have to go...

even though I paid that ticket...

RM38

he said " better burn that money than your life"

when he said like that...

my tear fall faster...

haha...

on that sentence...

I know he love me so much....

but...

I'm sorry dad...

because I was wasted your money...

I'm sorry dad...

because I doing something without thinking...

thanks to Allah...

because give me guidance...

if I go...

I will not finish my assignments...

I also will lose more money...

(buy things)

just now...

I was reading an article about what happen about 'bersih' today...

subahanallah

I so afraid...

I hope Malaysia become peace again...

I hope riot will gone...

i hate riot!

Ya Allah!

I'm crying again!